So I no longer am employed, which is a mixed blessing. I hated working there. I can`t stand working with snotty nose kids. I was already looking for a new job, it just gave me more time to look for one. I have been on a couple interviews so far and have another tomorrow.
But not working does not help my depression in the least bit, nor does it help my finances.
People tell me my depression is in my head, just in my head. Like I should be able to wake up one morning and not have anxiety attacks or be depressed any longer. OK, that doesn`t happen. I wish, being depressed leaves you with no motivation, no wanting to do anything. Anxiety attacks are one of the worst things I have experienced.
Missing my family back home and my close friends doesn`t help either. Trying to figure out what I want sucks. I let my past relationship intertwine with my person too much, and I still am trying to get me back. Any suggestions would be appreciatated.
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