Monday, June 1, 2009

please forgive me

My head and heart spin in millions of different directions. All I wanted was to love and be loved. I suppose my expections are too high and there are too many holes to fix. I look around me and I see him the dark shadow standin just out of sight lingers near day and night. This little light is suppose to shine strong and bright but I wore out the batteries the fire is slowin dying.
i found the man of my dreams. He was sent from the stars above I thought just for me. This time around it was the hare that won. So much for slow and steady wins the race. I dont know what to think i dont know what to feel. I know have an addiction to a connection that's so real. It's surreal when you are loving me. I sometimes imagine the chemistry. I don't know how to say bye how do I let go when you are the only thing I have left? The fractions of moments I spent in your arms were enough to carry me through a life time, but so much has been ripped away.

Please forgive these tears. They are a special blend of joy and sorrow, the most bittersweet of all. I would still drink of it every opportunity. So please forgive me forgive my tears and my heart's desires.

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